Bully

I’ve lost my ability to express words over the year.

I lost my creativity.

I lost my willingness to do things.

I lost my passion towards the things I love to do

It all because of you.

The way you treat people, the words you say to them, the expression and body language you show them, it wasn’t motivating at all.

You’ve bullied people that have less power than you.

Your seniority and superiority made you think you can do everything that you like on people.

Shame on you for making people fall into depression and you show no guilt in doing so.

You don’t know what it feels like to be anxious, intimidated, overwhelm, and scared to go to work everyday.

I have to drag myself up every single day for a year so I could earn something for my family.

and I seriously blaming you for not letting me work to my fullest potential.

Until now, I could see your shadow following me everywhere I go.

You! Stop being a bully.

You will earn nothing good from it.

You will live in hatred all your life.

I’m no longer the weak. I’m a survivor.

You’re the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.

J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

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Where Am I Now?

At this point in life, I constantly have a debate with myself. Most of the time I’ll just pet talk or motivate myself not to give up or I’m doing great as stay at home mom. But when the pet talks and motivation does not work, I always question myself about what to do with […]

2014.

Source: The Sun Daily
Source: The Sun Daily

2014 ended with a dreadful flood on the east coast of Malaysia.

My dad’s home town was one of the affected area.

The house he grew up in almost had collapse.

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The man in the picture is a neighbour to my father’s family.

 No words could ever described how he must felt.

Even I felt devastated seeing the house in such condition.

We grew up in this house to, my siblings, cousins and I.

Too many memories.

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 As a nation, we were tested with the disappearance of MH370 and the unprecedented tragedy of MH17 and QZ8501.

My condolences goes out to all affected family and friends.

I hope that the mystery of MH370 will be resolve soon.

On the brighter side, we had three weddings this year.

They were born on the same year, and married on the same year too.

Except for my sister.

Hudhaifah & Nadiah Solemnize on 14 March 2014
Hudhaifah & Nadiah
Solemnize on 14 March 2014

 

Taufik & Nabila Solemnize on 31 October 2014
Taufik & Nabila
Solemnize on 31 October 2014

Arif & Anis Solemnize on 13 December 2014
Arif & Anis
Solemnize on 13 December 2014

 

So much had happen in 2014, the bad and the good.

However, life most goes on.

Lets move forward and strive for our best in the next coming days.

 Happy New Year to all.

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Welcome Home

Friday. August 22, 2014.

It’s an emotional day. I had been tearing up all day.

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Words is not enough to describe how they felt.

Tears had been their companion through out these period of time.

Losing your love one is like losing one part of yourself.

National mourning day after repatriation of victims remains to Malaysia

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They deserve to be treated like royalty.

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A moment of silence. A moment to grieve.

Looking at those faces, I can’t help thinking about their loves one.

My deepest condolences goes out to all affected family and friends of MH17.

May Allah bless everyone on board.

You will always be missed.

Good Night MH17.

Welcome Home.

*p/s: all pictures was taken from Google image.

Liebster Award Nominees

 I have post an entry on all the answers to the question asked to me. You can check out the rules for the Liebster Awards here.

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It gives me great pleasure to present to you the list of blogs for Liebster Awards. The Nominees are:

 

Here are my questions to you.

  1. Who gave you your name and what is the meaning of your name?
  2. What do you think about home schooling?
  3. If you could only choose one meal/dish to be serve on your wedding day, what would it be?
  4. How do you see the world we are living in?
  5. What is your tips to a beautiful and radiance skin?
  6. If you were given 10 million dollars (yes, USD), how would you spend it?
  7. Where would you build up your dream home and why?
  8. What super powers would you like to have?
  9. Which Disney princess would you like to be and Why?
  10. If you only have four months to live, what would you do?
  11. Out of many country in the world, where would you like to live in and why?

 

Have fun doing this challenges people.

Best Regards,

Nisamir, The Blog

Liebster Award

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My very first award! Thank you dear friends for the nomination, Athena and Louise .

The Liebster Award is awarded to bloggers with under 200 followers to try to promote their blog a little and also bring together a community of bloggers. The rules of the competition are as follows:

# The nominated user must provide a link bank to the person who nominated them.

# Provide 11 facts about yourself.

# Answer 11 Questions set by the person who nominated you.

# Choose 11 more people and ask them 11 questions.

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11 Facts About Me

  1. I’m a Malaysian and a Muslim.

    Malaysia's Official Flag
    Malaysia’s Official Flag
  2. I’m happily married to the guy that I’ve been dating for 8 years and this year is our 11th year and we are blessed with a handsome baby boy.

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    Picture taken during Eid 2013
  3. I am a mixed of Malay, Chinese, Arabic, Indonesian, and Indian. Cool right? ^_^
  4. I earn my MBA certificate on 2012 but prefer to stay at home and care for my family.
  5. I have never been out of my country. Ever! Sad but true. -_-
  6. My goal is to start up my own business. Soon. Maybe in the fashion industry or ceramic industry.
  7. I am the eldest out of four siblings. I have two sisters and a brother.
  8. I love vegetables so much! I will always prepare at least one vegetable meals each time I cook. If not, I will feel like my meal is not complete.
  9. I used to play sports. I was so good at handball, netball, and running. I was on the netball and handball school team. We even made it to the district level.
  10. I love to travel. I like to learn and experience new culture and it’s local economic. I really hope that one day, I could pack my bags and take my husband along, and travel the world. Just imagine, I will be able to photograph beautiful scenery and people from around the world, it will be priceless!
  11. Friendship to me is something to treasure. Over the years, I’ve travel to different places to study (all in my country), and one thing that I’ve learn in, the one that accept you for you really are, are the ones that matters. They will definitely love you unconditionally. Others that does not matters, they will always find your flaws, and to them you are always nothing compare to them. and this people will eventually learn that you have been there for them but move away because they choose others over you. They are the one who is at loss, you definitely wins!

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Since I was nominated by two person, so I’ll be answering 22 questions. So please, bare with me.

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11 Questions asked by Athena

  1. What is your greatest passion? Well I would say, PHOTOGRAPHY. It makes me see things in different perspective. For example, people always say ‘well, the tree is dead, they should cut it off. I might be dangerous’. But the way I see it ‘It’s a beautiful tree and it is the closes meaning to life, because eventually everything dies. The only differences is how you see it coming and how you imagine it to be.
  2. What is your favorite color and why? Always red. It symbolize strength and braveness in a person. I always feel confident when I’m in red. It makes me feel like I have super power.

    My favorite colour combination.
    My favorite colour combination. Source: Google Image
  3. Have you ever been in Love? Yes I do. In fact, I fell in love every day with my other half. Although, I have to admit that sometimes things are not always pretty but that what makes him my other half. He completes me.
  4. How do you feel with difficult moments? To be honest with you, I’m not good with handling difficult moments. I’ve been through it several times and I always, always be at my lowest point. I was lucky enough to have my husband around. He was my strength and my motivation to keep on moving forward. So, at difficult times, always, always keep your loves one close to you. Only they will understand you and love you unconditionally.
  5. What brings you peace? Beautiful scenery, a good literature fiction book, a cup of green tea and a slice of orange cake. It works every time. ^_^
  6. What is your favorite book? Dragonwings by Laurence Yep. My very first English literature fiction book that I book at pay less store. I fell in love on the very first page.
  7. Do you have something that you’ve owned your entire life? I wish I have something, but unfortunately, no I don’t have any.
  8. What’s you best birthday memory? It’s my 21st birthday, I had my very 1st birthday surprise by my husband (who was my boyfriend at the time). He really got me crying the whole way to the surprise location because he said he wants to break up with me. He really got me good!
  9. What’s the most original gift you were ever given? I can’t think of any right now.
  10. What was you favorite holiday and why? I was on my final semester, my friends and I decided to go on a short trip to Port Dickson. The best part was we manage to drag our English lecturer along with us. It was the best holiday ever.
  11. What’s you favorite flower and why? Well, I’m not really into flowers but I must say I love roses very much. One because its my mother’s name Rose, and two because it smells good when it blooms and when it dries out you could use it as a potpourri.

    Source: Google Image
    Source: Google Image

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 11 Questions asked by Louise

  1. What attracted you to WordPress? WordPress will give me a lot more audience compare to the other blog host page. Plus, it’s user friendly and the interface is a lot easier to use.
  2. What is your favorite topic to write about? I like to write almost about everything; parenting, photography, economics, food and etc. But the one that I am interested to write is about my life. My story and how those topic will have influence or related to my life.
  3. If you could change just one thing about the world, what would it be? There is a lot that needed to be change. I can’t make up my mind. I know that everything happens for a reason and I believe God has bigger plans than what we have planned. However, I would like all wars to stop. Stop forever. No more wars, no more killings, no more people dying. No more. Please.

    Source: Google Image
    Source: Google Image
  4. If you could change just one thing about yourself, what would it be? I wouldn’t change anything about myself because I love everything about me.
  5. What’s another hobby you have besides blogging? I love to collect accessories. Yes accessories. Women accessories to be precises such as rings, bracelets, necklace and etc. I used to have a lot of them, but over time, cousins will come to my rooms and take what ever they like and left me with only a few. Sad.

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    The types of accessories that I have in my collections. Source: Google Image
  6. What is your favorite color and why? Always red. It symbolize strength and braveness in a person. I always feel confident when I’m in red. It makes me feel like I have super power.
  7. What was/is your favorite subject in school and why? Math was my worst nightmare in primary school, until one day, a new math teacher came in and teaches us math. He was so good that I manage to score B for my primary level examination. Cool right. Since that day on, Maths is my favorite subject.
  8. Least favorite subject in school and why? Chemistry and Biology was the least favorite subject. Because they are too complicated.
  9. If you could travel anywhere in the world (that you haven’t been to) where would it be? As I mention it before, I have yet to get the chance to go abroad. So, there are a lot of places in my wish list. New Zealand, Canada, Rome, Venice, France, Egypt, and other beautiful places all over the world.
  10. What is your dream job (if you had no limits)? Well, I just resign from an accountant position which I think was the best job ever. I love the environment and the work ethic. But, family come first, so I quit my job. I am planning to start up my own business because that is my dream.
  11. Do you have/wants kids? How many? I have a son, who is one year and eight months now. Well, if you ask, I would love to have five or six children. However, with our current cost of living, we could only afford to have three or four. or maybe just two. you’ll never know.

 

Thank you again for the nominations. I’ll have another post on my nomination and questions for them. Enjoy!

About Me Part II

Nisamir is the combination of my name and the first man that I have ever love, and I will always love him forever, my father. I started to use this name since I left school. It was kind of cool, because most people combine their name with their boyfriend or spouse but I prefer to use my father’s name instead. It gives a more genuine feeling when you actually say it.

Malaysia is my home country, a country where I was born and brought up. I never once leave my country. Yes, I know it’s kind of lame but it is more to ‘never have the opportunity’ rather than ‘just love her country too much’.

Story of my life is not interesting as others, but it is definitely a roller coaster ride. True story. Every where I go, there will be trouble waiting at every corner. But, those are the challenges that I’d to face. Challenges that makes me grow as a person, care and acknowledge my surroundings and always appreciates those who really accept me as I am.

My hobbies keeps me distracted from those who does not matter, while my interest keeps those who matters close to me. I love them, and they will always be apart of my family, forever.