So Long

I’ve been managing 2 blog since a couple years ago.

However, due to the limitation of time that I have with my beloved blog, I now manage only one.

I hope I’ll be able to write more this time around, so I can get things out of my mind.

So, farewell blog. I had my fun time with you.

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Bully

I’ve lost my ability to express words over the year.

I lost my creativity.

I lost my willingness to do things.

I lost my passion towards the things I love to do

It all because of you.

The way you treat people, the words you say to them, the expression and body language you show them, it wasn’t motivating at all.

You’ve bullied people that have less power than you.

Your seniority and superiority made you think you can do everything that you like on people.

Shame on you for making people fall into depression and you show no guilt in doing so.

You don’t know what it feels like to be anxious, intimidated, overwhelm, and scared to go to work everyday.

I have to drag myself up every single day for a year so I could earn something for my family.

and I seriously blaming you for not letting me work to my fullest potential.

Until now, I could see your shadow following me everywhere I go.

You! Stop being a bully.

You will earn nothing good from it.

You will live in hatred all your life.

I’m no longer the weak. I’m a survivor.

You’re the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.

J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

New World

It gives me great pleasure to be here today. I am very blessed to have a group of wonderful people on my side, without them I would not be able to make this happen. and for that, I thank you. To my understanding husband, thank you for your endless support and encouragement. I hope that […]

Where Am I Now?

At this point in life, I constantly have a debate with myself. Most of the time I’ll just pet talk or motivate myself not to give up or I’m doing great as stay at home mom. But when the pet talks and motivation does not work, I always question myself about what to do with […]

2014.

Source: The Sun Daily
Source: The Sun Daily

2014 ended with a dreadful flood on the east coast of Malaysia.

My dad’s home town was one of the affected area.

The house he grew up in almost had collapse.

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The man in the picture is a neighbour to my father’s family.

 No words could ever described how he must felt.

Even I felt devastated seeing the house in such condition.

We grew up in this house to, my siblings, cousins and I.

Too many memories.

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 As a nation, we were tested with the disappearance of MH370 and the unprecedented tragedy of MH17 and QZ8501.

My condolences goes out to all affected family and friends.

I hope that the mystery of MH370 will be resolve soon.

On the brighter side, we had three weddings this year.

They were born on the same year, and married on the same year too.

Except for my sister.

Hudhaifah & Nadiah Solemnize on 14 March 2014
Hudhaifah & Nadiah
Solemnize on 14 March 2014

 

Taufik & Nabila Solemnize on 31 October 2014
Taufik & Nabila
Solemnize on 31 October 2014

Arif & Anis Solemnize on 13 December 2014
Arif & Anis
Solemnize on 13 December 2014

 

So much had happen in 2014, the bad and the good.

However, life most goes on.

Lets move forward and strive for our best in the next coming days.

 Happy New Year to all.

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Welcome Home

Friday. August 22, 2014.

It’s an emotional day. I had been tearing up all day.

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Words is not enough to describe how they felt.

Tears had been their companion through out these period of time.

Losing your love one is like losing one part of yourself.

National mourning day after repatriation of victims remains to Malaysia

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They deserve to be treated like royalty.

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A moment of silence. A moment to grieve.

Looking at those faces, I can’t help thinking about their loves one.

My deepest condolences goes out to all affected family and friends of MH17.

May Allah bless everyone on board.

You will always be missed.

Good Night MH17.

Welcome Home.

*p/s: all pictures was taken from Google image.