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Dear boy, no matter how busy your father is, you should always remember that he loves you so much and he is doing all that he can so that he could give you the best that you deserve.

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Dear boy, no matter where you are or what you do, you should always remember to stay strong, do your best and most of all, stay true to yourself. There is a lot to see, learn and explore out there sweety, and I pray so hard that you’ll make it through it effortlessly.

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Dear heart, please be at ease. I know how hard time is right now for us, but always remember that every hardship will be pay with a handful of reward. Stay strong. We always make through no matter hard it is. We will make it through.

In response to The Daily Post’s weekly photo challenge: “Shadowed.”

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2014.

Source: The Sun Daily
Source: The Sun Daily

2014 ended with a dreadful flood on the east coast of Malaysia.

My dad’s home town was one of the affected area.

The house he grew up in almost had collapse.

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The man in the picture is a neighbour to my father’s family.

 No words could ever described how he must felt.

Even I felt devastated seeing the house in such condition.

We grew up in this house to, my siblings, cousins and I.

Too many memories.

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Source: Google Image

 As a nation, we were tested with the disappearance of MH370 and the unprecedented tragedy of MH17 and QZ8501.

My condolences goes out to all affected family and friends.

I hope that the mystery of MH370 will be resolve soon.

On the brighter side, we had three weddings this year.

They were born on the same year, and married on the same year too.

Except for my sister.

Hudhaifah & Nadiah Solemnize on 14 March 2014
Hudhaifah & Nadiah
Solemnize on 14 March 2014

 

Taufik & Nabila Solemnize on 31 October 2014
Taufik & Nabila
Solemnize on 31 October 2014

Arif & Anis Solemnize on 13 December 2014
Arif & Anis
Solemnize on 13 December 2014

 

So much had happen in 2014, the bad and the good.

However, life most goes on.

Lets move forward and strive for our best in the next coming days.

 Happy New Year to all.

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Welcome Home

Friday. August 22, 2014.

It’s an emotional day. I had been tearing up all day.

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Words is not enough to describe how they felt.

Tears had been their companion through out these period of time.

Losing your love one is like losing one part of yourself.

National mourning day after repatriation of victims remains to Malaysia

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They deserve to be treated like royalty.

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A moment of silence. A moment to grieve.

Looking at those faces, I can’t help thinking about their loves one.

My deepest condolences goes out to all affected family and friends of MH17.

May Allah bless everyone on board.

You will always be missed.

Good Night MH17.

Welcome Home.

*p/s: all pictures was taken from Google image.

The Best

 

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Father’s day picture credit to HD latest picture

From the moment our angle was born, you were there to comfort, care, protect, educate and LOVE him all the way. I am sure in his own language he’ll probably say ‘I love you’ and ‘You are my hero’ every day. I am very thankful and blessed to have you around when I need you. You have done your best for our son. Thank you for being the BEST Father.

 

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‘Best Dad’ picture credit to Art Fire

You are the most amazing and brilliant person I’ve ever known in my entire life. You know the answer to every problem. You know the way to make me feel comfortable. You where there when I was at my lowest point. You are the reason behind every achievement I’ve made. Thank you for always there to support what ever I do. I am truly sorry for all of my wrong doings. I love you ayah. You are indeed the BEST DAD EVER! You will always be my super hero.

I Hope They’ll Understand

Who’s the last person you saw before reading this prompt? Whether a family member, a co-worker, or a total stranger, write a post about what that person is thinking right now.

He left house for work at 8.00 p.m. He must be feeling tired after countless days of lack of sleep. I feel bad for him. He need to work extra hard just to make us feel comfortable and secure. I’m so sorry honey, I promise you I’ll make use of myself and my certificates soon. If I could read his mind, he probably say:

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My Prince Charming on our Engagement Day 3 years ago.

right now.

I stay up late last night, working on some projects that is due in a couple of days.

I managed to come home last night. At least I get to sleep on a comfy bed and a wife to hug.

But, it’ll be another long day today.

I will be spending the night at the office tonight.

No comfy bed or a wife to hug.

I feel bad for my son, I didn’t get to spend time with him for the past weeks.

This projects are killing me.

I feel bad for my wife, I didn’t get to take her out the past few weeks.

I hope they’ll understand. I am working hard to put food on the table, clothes to wear and a house to live in.

I hope they’ll understand. I am doing this to sustain the future.

I hope they’ll understand.

 

Mind Reader – The Daily Prompts

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Source: Personal File
My grandfather, Abdul Hamid. Source: Personal File

 

I wish that my grandfather was still alive. I was almost two years old when he passed away. My father told me that each time we had the chance to visit him, I’ll always asked him to carry me around for a stroll at a nearby playground. I don’t really have any memory of him. But I wish I do.

If he was still alive, he sure will give me a piece of his good advice. You see, I’m leaving on the edge for quite a while now. My life is a mess. I am happily married and blessed with a wonderful young boy. But, I am affraid that the happiness wont last long. I know that love is not everything in this world. You need to have both; money and love.

Dear love, do you know how smart you are? Well, I know that you are a hard working person, that will try her very best to do what ever she can to achieve her goals. But look at you now. What happen to you? Where is that high spirited girl that I know? Why do you end up at home? What happen in pursuing your ambition? I am sad to see you like this love. As if all of your motivation and determination had banished from your mind.

I know how you feel. I know that sometimes, it is difficult to change. But sometime change can make you a better person. Look at you now, you have no goals and you are stuck at zero. Get up love! I know you can. Go out there and be a part of something big. It’s ok to dream big, because when you dream big, you have a destination to go. I know you can love! You always do find your way. I will always pray that one day, you will make everyone that you know look up to you. Chin up girl! Go make your dream a reality!

I wish he was still alive so that he could say those words to me. I wish that he would take my hand and help me to get out of this mess. I could just wish. I miss you grandpa. I always do.

*for the Daily Prompts: Modern Family

About Me Part II

Nisamir is the combination of my name and the first man that I have ever love, and I will always love him forever, my father. I started to use this name since I left school. It was kind of cool, because most people combine their name with their boyfriend or spouse but I prefer to use my father’s name instead. It gives a more genuine feeling when you actually say it.

Malaysia is my home country, a country where I was born and brought up. I never once leave my country. Yes, I know it’s kind of lame but it is more to ‘never have the opportunity’ rather than ‘just love her country too much’.

Story of my life is not interesting as others, but it is definitely a roller coaster ride. True story. Every where I go, there will be trouble waiting at every corner. But, those are the challenges that I’d to face. Challenges that makes me grow as a person, care and acknowledge my surroundings and always appreciates those who really accept me as I am.

My hobbies keeps me distracted from those who does not matter, while my interest keeps those who matters close to me. I love them, and they will always be apart of my family, forever.