From the moment our angle was born, you were there to comfort, care, protect, educate and LOVE him all the way. I am sure in his own language he’ll probably say ‘I love you’ and ‘You are my hero’ every day. I am very thankful and blessed to have you around when I need you. You have done your best for our son. Thank you for being the BEST Father.
You are the most amazing and brilliant person I’ve ever known in my entire life. You know the answer to every problem. You know the way to make me feel comfortable. You where there when I was at my lowest point. You are the reason behind every achievement I’ve made. Thank you for always there to support what ever I do. I am truly sorry for all of my wrong doings. I love you ayah. You are indeed the BEST DAD EVER! You will always be my super hero.
I wish that my grandfather was still alive. I was almost two years old when he passed away. My father told me that each time we had the chance to visit him, I’ll always asked him to carry me around for a stroll at a nearby playground. I don’t really have any memory of him. But I wish I do.
If he was still alive, he sure will give me a piece of his good advice. You see, I’m leaving on the edge for quite a while now. My life is a mess. I am happily married and blessed with a wonderful young boy. But, I am affraid that the happiness wont last long. I know that love is not everything in this world. You need to have both; money and love.
Dear love, do you know how smart you are? Well, I know that you are a hard working person, that will try her very best to do what ever she can to achieve her goals. But look at you now. What happen to you? Where is that high spirited girl that I know? Why do you end up at home? What happen in pursuing your ambition? I am sad to see you like this love. As if all of your motivation and determination had banished from your mind.
I know how you feel. I know that sometimes, it is difficult to change. But sometime change can make you a better person. Look at you now, you have no goals and you are stuck at zero. Get up love! I know you can. Go out there and be a part of something big. It’s ok to dream big, because when you dream big, you have a destination to go. I know you can love! You always do find your way. I will always pray that one day, you will make everyone that you know look up to you. Chin up girl! Go make your dream a reality!
I wish he was still alive so that he could say those words to me. I wish that he would take my hand and help me to get out of this mess. I could just wish. I miss you grandpa. I always do.
I did some ‘blog strolling’ this morning when I bump into Lhu Wen Kai ‘s blog. After reading few of his post, I came to realize that he’s not a she, but he is one of the brilliant man I’ve bump into. You could sense the honesty in his writing. The sarcasm makes it even more fun to read. You did a tremendous job man!
The whole damn world is just as obsessed With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex, Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys, Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess And you still don’t have the right look And you don’t have the right friends Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends High school never ends
I must say, this is true. Because for the past 11 years, the high school drama thing still exist. My high school (secondary school in Malaysia) was not as pretty as it seems. I was a new girl in school and I was having a little problem adjusting myself at first. I was not very happy with how my parents moved to our new home – they sent me away to my grandma’s house and stay with her until the school terms begins. In other words, I didn’t have the chance to say goodbye to all my friends back at my previous school. So, when the school term started, I was a little upset and down because I don’t know how to start over. So, I was labeled as the snobbish new girl from Subang Jaya (Subang Jaya is known for hipsters and stylish people were from) which is so opposite of me. I was brought up in a modest family. Even some of my classmates are more hipster then I was.
For the past 4 years in secondary school, my life was totally filled with bad memories. Just imagine, one day, a friend who you thought to be your best friend, come to you and say “I think you should change yourself, be more like what we want you to be”. I was devastated and my self-esteem dropped from that moment on. The worst part is when your so call best friend go to your boyfriend and say something bad behind your back. That really hurt, it still hurts until now. It was a lesson for me in not to trust people so much because you’ll end up hurting yourself.
I was lucky to have found them. They are my definition of best friends. They accept me for who I am and we always support each other in what ever we do. I love them.
Nisamir is the combination of my name and the first man that I have ever love, and I will always love him forever, my father. I started to use this name since I left school. It was kind of cool, because most people combine their name with their boyfriend or spouse but I prefer to use my father’s name instead. It gives a more genuine feeling when you actually say it.
Malaysia is my home country, a country where I was born and brought up. I never once leave my country. Yes, I know it’s kind of lame but it is more to ‘never have the opportunity’ rather than ‘just love her country too much’.
Story of my life is not interesting as others, but it is definitely a roller coaster ride. True story. Every where I go, there will be trouble waiting at every corner. But, those are the challenges that I’d to face. Challenges that makes me grow as a person, care and acknowledge my surroundings and always appreciates those who really accept me as I am.
My hobbies keeps me distracted from those who does not matter, while my interest keeps those who matters close to me. I love them, and they will always be apart of my family, forever.
This may sound so ambitious but I wanted to write about what I’m most comfortable off – Business, Islamic Industry, Photography, Food, and Travel. Well yes it is a lot but i know I’ll manage to find the link between them all, and that my friend is my Goal. Short and simple!
But to be a good writer, you should be able to attract the best critics. You could only make the best out of you through learning from mistakes and taking advice from the wise. They are the people who will push you to the very edge and make you think twice in making deciding on the right decision. and that my friend, is also my Goal.
So present reader, please be the best mentor to me, because you will be the one who will shape my future writing. Enjoy.
P/S: My schoolmate, who happens to be my husband’s best friend, is moving to Japan. They did spend sometime together yesterday before he leave today, but I know deep inside, he’ll miss him. Dear friend, what ever happen to you in the past, lest them stay as it is, because today you have made the decision to move forward and let tomorrow be as bright and wonderful as a beautiful sunny day. I wish you best of luck for your future undertakings and may you find what ever you are searching for. Farewell and until we meet again, one day.